You, Guardian Angel 'Used-to-be'

From a quite moment

When everything looks  empty

In a strange place

Loneliness covered mind and heart

It was began…

Passed day to day in a lack-of-spirit

Far from the space where we call it ‘home’

Feels the foot are in the different place each side

Likes the right feet has been step forward but the left one is left behind...

Feels the brain is separated

The right and the left had its own thought  each other…

Disconnect line

Suddenly,

Everything changed when God sent a guardian angel

YOU

An angel with no wings

But helped to fly to the upper sky...

An angel with no light

But helped to bright the dark sight to walk the life clearly...

One thing that the guardian angel should to know

Something unrealized,

You were blessed by God…

You did not created a new space to this empty heart but you made a new life

You did not make a house to this lack-of-housing mind but you made a world

You are so powerful

You changed everything

Like air

Like sunshine

Like moonlight

Like fire

Like water

Like every need in life

You've got me effortlessly 

Now, I just don't have any idea how to have my self defense

Getting no idea to leave 'em all behind

When I see my hopes up

And 

Watch 'em fall everytime

Seems every colors turn to grey

It is not an easy thing to see 'em slowly fade away

I might find a shelter of my soul someday

I don't wanna let my happiness depends on something I may lose...

-With Love-

RIY